The Other Man…Helena and Murray


Here is Detective Murray Ross

He is the fiancé of Helena in Volume 1: Creation of Creed. Murray is a smart cop turned Detective after a run in with drug dealing scum. He grew up in the suburb that he currently lives in yet  protects the city of Cleveland. Murray feels he is a member of the socially elite, which causes issues and is a reason he got that scar under his eye. Eye for an Eye they say

The love triangle he is caught up in will change Murray…find out how.

Poetry Friday…it can be a thing.

Part-time Love

You feel the sting exponentially.

The touch of fingertips, soft lips, stained on the body.

Close your eyes and perceive possessive breath.

A voice echos in your heart, splitting your soul.

You were shown the light, can you go back…do you want to?

Dreams replaced your reality, now reality is overwhelmed by your dreams.

No turning back, no daylight savings. Not that you’d want to.

The memory of smell stops you in your path.

Heartbeats so loud, you look around knowing everyone stopped to stare.

Oh Lord the hair….Exhale.

50 Shades of Gray…My Take


The reasons I like the movie far out weigh what I don’t.

Reason 1. This shows women who are not so excited about sex,  what IT can do for THEM.

Reason 2. Conversations about what a couple may like. Change is good, exploration is even better.

Reason 3. It sheds light on the submissive/dominant relationship. Anastasia is not a dumb or weak woman. To submit is to enjoy the pleasure a dominant provides, it does not mean that a woman gets beat up or is scared. If a submissive is scared the dominant is doing it wrong. It is about anticipation…

Reason 4. Portland to Seattle, yes please…I want to bike that, drive that, helicopter that, whatever. That area is not showcased enough. Simply majestic

Reason 5. I am a constant romantic

Reason 1. It is 2015, who has a flip phone? We also have razors, waxing even laser hair removal. Why does this girl in her twenties have so much hair? If she likes it there ok, but I get the feeling they purposely made her seem naive which wasn’t needed.

Reason 2. Although a man grabbing a woman and saying seductively “You Are Mine” is outrageously sexy. Mr. Gray seemed to find his way to stage 5 clinger a few to many times.

Dakota Johnson is hot and Jamie Dornan is hot. It is entertainment, take it for what it is worth, but I am excited that erotic liturature is in the mainstream. Expect to see a baby boom in October.

Can you poop in Heaven?


My daughter is going to PSR, a catholics answer to a child not going to private school. An after school program that teaches young impressionable children about the ways of the catholic faith. I am a catholic drop out, but you know it always seems to run through your veins. I was a religion nerd and decided that no matter what, a person needs to experience other religions. Study about paganism, everyone should be required to see a true Baptist worship, realize the influence of the Creator and get acquainted with Martin Luther. In doing so I gained respect for their struggles and the beauty of faith. I truly love religion, but moreover faith is my motivator. I did decide to raise my  children as catholics. Maybe because it was comfortable but also because I travelled to Rome and felt the power of Vatican city. Watched as Pope Benedict spoke in Latin to thousands of his faithful, the energy is overwhelming and he isn’t even the good Pope! To see where the bones of St. Peter lie (which could be chicken bones, but who would care it is symbolic) and I cried when I saw the Sistine Chapel, mind you it is one of the most iconic works of art in existence, but it is the story of Adam’s creation down to the Last Judgement, which was my favorite part.

That brings me back to my daughter and PSR. She asked me “Mommy my religion teacher taught me how the world was created.” “Oh yeah? How?” I questioned. She repeated the biblical story of how God created the world in 6 days and the last day he rested. Que mom…I let her know that the bible, although wonderful in teaching lessons was written thousands of years later, by very privileged men. We also spoke about evolution and the big bang theory…basically how science is a very real and undisputed reason why the earth is what it is and how we as humans evolved. I ended my discussion with, ” It is always good to question, it will not affect your faith.”    

My girls will believe what they want, I just want them to have all the information before they decide. As the parent you cannot and should not let your children be dictated by a singular person. Teachers are the least appreciated profession hands down for what they control in society, so teaching with them is very important.

My daughter’s next question was just as pivotal as the discussion we just had. “Mom, I was thinking about it and I need to know.” I was on top of it, ready to use that $75,000 education. “Yes, baby?” I answered. She looked right at me with big brown eyes, “Does God have bathrooms in heaven, because I’m going to need somewhere to poop.”

Good fucking question Gianna, good question.

A Refined look at Creed


Dezmond Creed started my series and will end it. He is hope…

I wrote about Creed several times, who he is an what he can accomplish. I now have an extremely talented illustrator creating my characters exactly how I want them. Please take a look at previous posts about Captain Dezmond Creed…my big teddy bear.

What dreams my come….

In dreams we see, we live a life otherwise sacrificed.

He sat in a chair writing in a journal, feet up and I awoke from the red velvet couch.

Walking to him needing to look over his gifted shoulder, he pulled me down onto his lap.

I straddled him peering into his inquisitive brown eyes. Kissing because I couldn’t keep myself from not.

He turned my head and spoke to me…not sweet nothings at all. His words were full of meaning, grace and structure.

“You are my brilliant little one, my girl that can conquer the world. You have more in you than you think…find it and set it free.” He ended his statement with a kiss to my tiny ear.

He hugged me with long, warm arms, I exhaled feeling unimpeded…feeling at peace.

End scene

She walked in handing me presents, kissing my forehead saying she missed me, clearly. “How can you talk?or walk?” I say crying…”I went to Boca, we did it, you and me.” Her smile was straight like the explosion in her brain hadn’t happened.

End scene

He came back to me in some divine intervention, grabbed my hand and we walked in a busy old building in whatever obscure city I imagined…it didn’t matter, my hand was in his. We spoke about politics, art, industrial waste, the right to be who a person is. I reveled in his words…his appreciation for life. He greeted people with authentic gratitude.

No matter no worries no judgment…so refreshing.

I could see his spirit, the joie de vivre that circled him…gold and violet.

Like all that is worthwhile it came to a loud blaring end. Until next time…

Was it the all mighty himself? My message was clear, I would keep my mind open and free and work to slowly change the world.


The Second Super Human in my imaginary world- Major Chase Andersen


Chase Andersen is a Major in the US Marines, growing up outside of Minneapolis. He is a citizen of the Sioux nation

Chase and Creed become a team, I compare them to G.I. Joe and Snake Eyes…they work in unison, but often fight apart for their own purposes. Each super human* has a life and story to tell, Chase’s story is full of love, regret, hopelessness and strength.

Duel: Creation of Creed – Chase is introduced

Panel 2. Seating high at powwow his eyes focused on flashes of a young girl in regalia. She danced with a vibrantly colored shawl. Her face is radiant her concentration could not be broken. Angelic (DREAM STATE)


Wake up! (SHOUTED)

Panel 2. Chase opened his eyes startled after dreaming of his Winona. He was lying on a dirt floor with nothing, feeling agonizing pain. He looked at his captor, confused how he survived the blast and locating the cause of pain on his right-side. Chase followed the pain and felt the wounds which were dressed in an amateur manner from his neck to his knee. He closed his eyes tightly knowing the torture he was going to endure.

Duel: Chasing Dreams – continues his story.

I personally feel so attached to him since developing his character introduced me to some truly amazing people. I am privileged to be a volunteer for Native American causes and education in the Northeast Ohio area.

I am finishing Chase’s story and will be starting a Kickstarter to bring these amazing character to the masses!

*super human- Both Creed and Chase gain super human strength after a chemical blast. They are not superheroes, yet…

My King, Your Queen

Be my hero, save my day

Work to make my moments better

Tell me I’m more beautiful than an Arizona sunrise

Kiss me like my kiss is your only air

Make me believe you are interested in my thoughts

My home is where my family is, wherever my children rest their heads

It is not of brick and mortar, but cooking lessons and kisses

Understand my passions even if they are not yours

Don’t take for granted the smile I reveal

Support me, not monetarily, but with courage and strength of character

Be my King

I will be your hero, I will save your day

Your moments will be my moments

Looking in your eyes, I will see the sunrise

I would give you my last breath, my bit of air, to kiss the lips you share

Knowing your thoughts will mature my own

No matter the destination your home will be serene, full of love, of laughter

Our differences are celebrated, debated and educated

My intent everyday is the smile you parade

Supporting your dreams, your family and the man you are makes sense to me

I am your Queen

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My Stand

I will support you, I will take the ridicule and venom thrown at me

I will support you, no matter the hurtful words said or unsaid to me

I will support you, regardless of the malicious attacks

I will support you, when you mistake confidence as attention seeking

I will support you, knowing you may have been hurt yourself

I will support you, learning about your own insecurities

I will support you, during your realization that we need to stick together, not slander each other

I will support you, when we raise our daughters to be exceptional women

I will support you


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